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Hi. It's me. I'm not dead or anything. Just a lot's been going on lately, and really I haven't been able to focus on what I really want to do personally.
I really should be working on my creative writing homework right now, but uh... I just had a bit of a tiff with my parents, and, to put it plainly, I feel horrible. My parents told me they're concerned because I rarely go out with friends or anything like that, and that I spend most of my time at home. I know that's not the way many people are, but I'm not many other people. Me? I like to be alone. I'm happiest when I can spend long periods of time with only me and my thoughts, when people aren't trying to draw things out of me. It's been that way ever since I was a child; while the other kids were off playing games with each other, I was alone, playing with toys in a corner, totally content with the world. I this so wrong?
My parents made a reference to some of the other kids on my street, how they're constantly with other people, doing things and talking amongst themselves. They don't understand why I'm not more like these kids. But I've had these kids in some of my classes - they've hardly an intelligent or original thought between them, and there is no evidence to say that they think before they speak. All it is is sports, the other gender, late nights at parties, dangerous activities, and getting laid. Why would I want to be like this? I feel like asking. Why would I want constantly spill my guts to someone else, who could use it to try and make me do, or become something I'm not? I don't say anything when I have nothing to say. Even those I do call friends don't usually understand where I'm coming from. But just short of wanting to find the "right one for me", I'm perfectly happy the way I am socially. Why should they be concerned?
Thanks. This does help. I should probably get back to writing now. I'm not expecting a reply, but if you would like to, I'm fine with it. Thanks.
I really should be working on my creative writing homework right now, but uh... I just had a bit of a tiff with my parents, and, to put it plainly, I feel horrible. My parents told me they're concerned because I rarely go out with friends or anything like that, and that I spend most of my time at home. I know that's not the way many people are, but I'm not many other people. Me? I like to be alone. I'm happiest when I can spend long periods of time with only me and my thoughts, when people aren't trying to draw things out of me. It's been that way ever since I was a child; while the other kids were off playing games with each other, I was alone, playing with toys in a corner, totally content with the world. I this so wrong?
My parents made a reference to some of the other kids on my street, how they're constantly with other people, doing things and talking amongst themselves. They don't understand why I'm not more like these kids. But I've had these kids in some of my classes - they've hardly an intelligent or original thought between them, and there is no evidence to say that they think before they speak. All it is is sports, the other gender, late nights at parties, dangerous activities, and getting laid. Why would I want to be like this? I feel like asking. Why would I want constantly spill my guts to someone else, who could use it to try and make me do, or become something I'm not? I don't say anything when I have nothing to say. Even those I do call friends don't usually understand where I'm coming from. But just short of wanting to find the "right one for me", I'm perfectly happy the way I am socially. Why should they be concerned?
Thanks. This does help. I should probably get back to writing now. I'm not expecting a reply, but if you would like to, I'm fine with it. Thanks.
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Stole this from !Saku-chi (https://www.deviantart.com/saku-chi)
I really need an excuse to get inside of Snow's head - she's really hard to understand, even for me.
Okay, ready Snow? Let's do this.
1) What gender are you?
Snow: Female. At least for the vast majority of my life.
2) What is your age?
Snow: Umm... when did I first enter hell? That was, umm... 1743 by the Exodus calendar, so... around 1500 years old now.
3) Do you want a hug?
Snow: I can't see why not.
4) Do you have any bad habits?
Snow: I stay in my head too much. I wish there were more to keep me focused on the present.
5) What is your favorite food?
Snow: Nactazei lorletta - it's the fruit o
The mayans might have been right...
... I don't think the world is going to end... but if what's going on now continues like it is, things are going to hell in a handbasket all over the world.
I don't know if this is all overheated or what, but this is just going to get worse and worse unless somebody has the decency to actually do something about it :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-tD1yaE0GfQ
I liked thinking that the government wasn't crazy, that it actually does try to look after us and keep us safe. I liked thinking that we had it so much better here than anywhere else.
I hope this year doesn't prove me wrong... but apparently, the true uniting factor for all of humanit
RTG Secret Santa Wishlist :3
This is my wishlist for my secret santa in the RainbowTuxedoGang secret santa event! :)
Here goes:
1) First, I would like a picture of Azeala and Snow just sitting down, talking, looking out over a bay/forest/town, whichever you feel like drawing. Mind you, Azeala lived nearly three hundred years after Snow did, so Snow would probably only appear to Azeala in a spirit-like form (but you don't have to make her transparent.)
Snow: http://eyesdownhero.deviantart.com/art/Snow-v-3-Colored-264571984
Azeala: ... I've never drawn her. Well, never successfully drawn her. I've tried many times but I've never been able to get her right. So...
Attempting the return
Well, it's me again. Like, two years later. Only just looked back here... and remembered just how much fun it was, and how FREAKIN' much I wanted to do something creative again. Just one little issue though... NO SCANNER! :( Well, we all make sacrifices when we go to college I guess.
That's right, college. University of Minnesota. Go Golden Gophers (oh who am I kidding?)
Okay, so the gist of the past two years: went on a very long applied creativity hiatus, was convinced by playing Mass Effect 2 to start up a new sci-fi story (which I do still have mulling around), found a new favorite musician (Florence + The Machine), and did next to
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Where I understand where you're coming from, they have a prejudice view against what you're doing you also have quite a prejudice view against others as well who aren't the same as you.
What you're doing makes you happy, what they're doing makes them happy. If everyone could understand and accept others are different then none of this would be an issue.
You all need to be more open minded I feel.
What you're doing makes you happy, what they're doing makes them happy. If everyone could understand and accept others are different then none of this would be an issue.
You all need to be more open minded I feel.